[BIPOLAR DISORDER] I am... killing me.

 

I try to commit suicide by acting to extremes as if there was someone else inside me.

Not sleeping, not eating, drinking alcohol and drugs together, constant self-harm, fear of going crazy, anxiety like jumping into a car impulsively.

unrest. All of this is worrying.

I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself.

I'm afraid I'll go crazy

Help me....